Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Feeling nostalgic..all bcoz of the lovable mess around me !

Sumtyms seeing a few things arnd u cn make u so nostalgic..
Today i felt as if luv fr certain things exceeds luv fr people at times
People mite change, they cn answer u back, n u hv to always cnsider their expectations..
Bt things..they remain as they are..u cn luk at them..feel them arnd u..n hug them if they're soft n huggable like ur pillow..
Evn a first crush cn b smthn better than the hottest guy or gal of ur class..d most unforgettable crush of me n my roomie..dsnt tke any time to get ready..n m addictd to it's smell..ummm..d luv of all-d one n only Maggi.. :p
Evn wen i think of my dreamboy..tryng to feel his presnce..n d warmth of his luv..bt it just remains a dream..reality is sumthn diffrnt..it's just me n my blanket sharing moments of togethernss wid each other..n to b honest, it's nt bad at all..infct it's a wonder hw ur blanket cn b first thing in d mrng that u wud hold clse to u n snooze ur old worn out alarm clock to sleep fr the nevr endng ten more mins on d coziest n most cmfrtng thng in d wrld-ur strng warm bed :)
I know most of the times you wud want to be with someone..talk to them..share your emotions wid them..bt once i considered it deeply,i realised that the best way to let out your emotions is to bury your head deep inside ur pillow n listen to your favorite track..or maybe just move your body to the rhythm of ur favourite melody..in my case it wud b ' evrythn i do'..my first evr favorite n to stay forevr..these tracks cn provide u the greatest inspiration n a reason to live life wid feelings that only you cn deciphr..n the amazing part is how these tracks made me addicted to my cellphn..it mite be stubborn at times..not wanting to switch on, bt a sweet slap on its grinning cover makes it follow my demands.. :P n i'm sure it wud equally hurt me to let it go as it wud hv to let go off any frnd.. ;)
As we need many frnds in life, a cellphn alone cnnot provde u all the support..people are blessed wid a better support system nw a days..so m i..my lappy..oh..i cnt imagne my days widout u dear..u've been wid me thrugh thick n thin..hw cn i evr frget u..
I cnt believe hw i cn be so attached to things..lol..i cnt manage my days widout Froggy ( my laundry bag )..poor thing..hs to store all the stinky clothes, bt still nevr complains.. :P n that little painted butterfly on my room wall..makes the room so lively n cheerfull.. :)
ths list cn go on forever...it seems to be longer than the list of people i know..my untidy cupboard wid all the torn n unreturned library books n unfolded clothes..my desk loaded wid all stuff, or rather mess..the little drawer filled wid my art sheets, gift wrappers, cards and pens (which i remember had to be thrown in the dustbin)..the medals hanging next to the door wid the winnie poster sticking on the other side..blah blah blah..this blah blah contains the most beautiful elemnts of my life..an important part of it..i need not hav faith in them..i cn actually rely on them compltly.. :)


And all these lovabke things can be a mess at times, but this mess is what i'm habitual of n love to be in..

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  2. I know most the times you and many people and sometimes even i consider holding on to my blanket...but please never be the kind of person who would just bury his/her thoughts and his/her feelings inside his/her own heart...it might be sometimes that there are some people who actually want to know how you feel...just try to take risks and trust a bit...cos there might be a person willing to be ur mirror to gain your trust....and be with you..!!!!
    take risks or you might loose that person... :)
    Its easy to love somebody but the tough part is to understand the feelings of the person who actually love you...and that person is the one on whom you can actually depend....

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    1. yes definitely..nothing in this world can ever replace the people you love..

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